01/05/09 4:26 PM | category: Lust and Longing
I realized over the weekend that my 'boy next door' is all grown up. I had an unexpected attack of self confidence and asked him out to dinner, and now I'm terrified that he'll remember and want to plan a date. I'm such a baggage laden fuckup!
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01/03/09 11:21 AM | category: The Dating Game
My New Years Resolution: Have sex 120 times this year. Relationship or not.
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01/02/09 2:53 PM | category: Doing It
I'm not a size queen or anything, but if it's smaller than my pinkie while you're aroused, that's a dealbreaker.
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12/30/08 11:35 AM | category: Lust and Longing
Someday I'll stop incessantly checking my email, hoping you've written, or hoping you'll pop on to chat. It won't be today, it will probably not even be tomorrow. But someday I'll stop, and I'll thank God when that day finally comes...
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01/05/09 6:16 PM | category: Lust and Longing
My new year's resolution: finally find my long sought fwb and stick with him the whole year.
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01/05/09 5:50 PM | category: The Dating Game
I think I am always going to be alone. Those I am interested in are already spoken for, and those interested in me do nothing for me.
I'm OK being single for now, but I do want to grow old with someone and have the kind of love others do. Unfortunately, I don't think I'm allowed that happiness.
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01/05/09 5:44 PM | category: Love, Actually
I keep rereading your last text to me, wondering if it means that you do love me like I love you and have loved you for years or if it's just something that you would say to any good friend. I bet though that it's the latter.
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01/05/09 5:32 PM | category: Lust and Longing
i love black guys and their big c*cks... :)
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01/05/09 5:08 PM | category: The Dating Game
my best friend is so sweet, but i'm pretty sure he wants more... thing is, his friends are so much hotter, and i feel terrible for being so shallow and hypocritical, but i almost made out with one of them... it would kill him if he knew
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01/05/09 5:06 PM | category: Friends With Benefits
I will never be able to see my special FWB again and it hurts so much. I never got a chance to say a proper goodbye to her face to face. Little did I know the last time I saw her would be the last. But there is nothing I can do about it, it is what it is. So heartbroken about it. I will miss her forever.
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01/05/09 5:01 PM | category: The Dating Game
when will the pain be better?
when will i know if you will really contact me or vice versa to be friends?
when, when, when?
okay, it's been seven days.
i need to chill, lol.
i hate breakups. they fucking suck.
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01/05/09 4:43 PM | category: The Dating Game
moving to another city with someone i know i am not in love with, because i feel i am too old now to meet my true love. and i am only in my early thirties. but still.
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01/05/09 4:30 PM | category: The Dating Game
my bf doesn't contact me unless i contact him first.....I haven't seen him for more than thirty minutes in over two months.....
I told him I don't think I can do this anymore....i only see him sparadically....and only when I made the 1.5 hour trip to my hometown....
then he said how he can't stand to lose me.....that he'll try harder....
it's been 5 days since then and he still hasn't called/texted/imed me.....
eff this...
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01/05/09 4:06 PM | category: Friends With Benefits
One guys penis is too big. And the other's is too skinny. I quit.
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